a Sunday like any other Sunday ... ... ... apparently a Sunday rainy, cold, an announcement that winter has arrived, bursting ... and with the cold, the date is avvicna ... In a week I will do exactly 30 years. I know one should not set the dates, birthdays, etc. The time that passes. also because basically I can not complain about how things go ... but ... even though I'm not complaining, my wheels spin endlessly and think ... think of my 30 years. First, the fact that I will not have near that many people have been important to me, because at some point in the journey, I have thrown it away and showed them to count for nothing ... then the fact that I will not be around people who are important to me because ... bah, it's probably better that reflect on why, in the sense that if there tenessero would probably be there. After that I reflect on the fact that I make 30 years and nothing is as it should be ... I still live with my own, I could not keep a boyfriend for more than three years, I failed to have a child, I can not win the hearts of those who want it ... I thank God that at least the work I have it! At least for now then who knows ... So I wonder if I am to be all wrong (again in the almost 30 years) or are the others that just do not get to understand me and prefer Starmie away or run away to?! I do not want to celebrate these 30 years ... everyone keeps telling me that is an important goal, because there are those birthdays are more important than others ... and this is ... but I think it would have nothing to celebrate, if not all of my failures. Well, perhaps it should not be "celebrating the 30th anniversary of Michael" but an "all failures are celebrating 30 years of Michael's life! Well I do not know ... I'm taking the bad, I realize ... but what can I do if I am made like that? Solar a moment, in the dark ... the day and night ... the sun and the moon ... two sides of one coin. It could be my good side every time and instead becomes my dark side ... However, I am grateful to my best friends, because they do not ever leave me ... and there will be a week to ensure that the party is for me and is also beautiful ... if it's a simple dinner somewhere (why not having the desire to celebrate, yet I do not know where to go), I know that they will do so is a special night for me ... and eventually it will be thanks to them ... . So I just have to wait and take my tooth in a week ... just ...
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